December 2010
If I am a clock, then you are the time. I’m patiently waiting when you’re out of line. I’m counting all the times that you’ve lied to my face. My hands were full, not a second to waste.
Ahhhhh got to see my boy today. And saw a movie with Meesh. I bought a new hat for snowboarding ‘coz my old one ripped. ): And tommorrow I get to see little Hanna and Zeuz. Life is perfectttt.
Thank God I'm a creative genius.
Wrote a shot list, made a story board, and filmed all in 2 hours.
Why am I so good at everything?
Oh that’s right. It’s ‘coz I’m Zoiya Massingill and that’s what I fucking do.
Yeah, my first name’s Zoiya. Whatofit?
I made hot chocolate. I don’t like hot chocolate. I gave it to my dad. He likes hot chocolate. I wish I liked hot chocolate. I wish I liked chocolate in general, the only chocolate I like is German chocolate. But I like German everything.
Sometimes I wish it wasn’t so easy for me to drop friends.
And then it’s like, oh wait… You need me more than I need you.
I WIN.
Bee Eff Effs~
If I ever told you that you were my best friend, I lied. With the exception of Sarah Shaughnessy, ‘Coz she’s the only one who relates.
But yeah, telling people they’re my favorites/best friend, is the most common, blatant lie I tell. And I actually say it everyday. No one ever realizes it either. No one realizes I don’t keep best friends. I don’t really keep friends...
“If we went to a Halloween party dressed as Batman and Robin, I’d go as Robin....”
I love ending friendships.
Bye bye. (:
My favorite time of the day is when I take my contacts out. Not only do my eyes feel fabulous, but everyone looks 10% more attractive.
I automatically hate 99% of people my age who claim to be a photographer. Anyone can buy a nice camera and take a picture. 1 in 50 actually know what they’re doing.
I wish I had friends who didn’t suck at snowboarding. I never have anyone to go with. :|
Today was the first time I’ve ever lost a game of monopoly. I’m dissapointed in myself.
“But that’s not the way of it with the tales that really mattered, or the ones...”
– J.R.R. Tolkien
Family guy is my favorite. (:
Derek: You can have some dope parties on this lawn. Second Homebuyer Husband: You don’t have to talk like that. You can just say it’s nice. Derek: Nah, that’s how I talk. Look at this door, it’s fresh.
“All you got to do is use your instincts. How do you think a lion knows to tackle...”
When I wake up, the dream isn’t done. I wanna see your face, and know I made it home. If nothing is true, what more can I do? I am still painting flowers for you.
I can tear the pants off anyone, but you.
I’m tired of being constantly let down.
I just want to punch everyone I love in the face, and hug them at the same time..
You know how I like to deal with things? I like to make other people happy. I like to buy them things, or make them laugh. You know what I want to do now? Curl up in a little ball and wait for the day when I start to give a fuck about people again.
I don’t know why...
I’m sick of constantly bending over backwards for you. I’m done with your shit. Goodbye.
Fuck poise and fuck rationality.
I’m over people. I’m so fucking done with everyone’s bullshit. I’m done being nice. I’ll be going back to calling everyone on every mistake they make. I tried being nice, for so long and these 8 months turned out to be a waste of my time. Stop taking my credit. Stop copying me. And stop making fun of my laugh.
Fuck all your bullshit.
Fuck you stealing my credit.
...
If I ever have to get my stomach pumped again, someone kill me.
I’ve never been so sick in my life.
It might be time for a midnight hospital run.
Don’t steal my credit you dumb cunt. O:<
I hate working my ass off, and being a genius, just to have you take the credit.
Take my credit one more time, I dare you.
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Bitch please.
